ookay.

okay. i decided to pour my whole feelings out on my blog.

SCRAM if u hate or dislike or WATEVA me.
i dun care anymore.

seriously. i have to leave u as my past already. yes. its a painful decision but i cant do anything abt it rite? we shared many wonderful memories together. and i reallie miss those time. truly. but wat am i suppose to do? i have to plaster a smile to sch everyday and act like it doesn't matter to me. but reallie. it does.

and did i tell anyone abt it? no. simply because i dunno who i can turn to.

u were once the one whom i could tell my everything and every single stupid stuff i did. but now. i cant. anyway. u broke the trust. and i guess thats the consequence?

ya ya. i flirt la. flirt la. BREAK MY HEART FOR ALL I CARE.

i dun care anymore la. i suffering breakdown soon. but i dun wanna show. i wanna be STRONG. mabbe wat mdm wee said was right. even adults cant cope well in breakups moreover a teenage. ya. teenage. dats me.

oh freaking hell. im so sad rite now. and wat are u doing currently? i noe u're sleeping.

u aint the one who was there for me when i need you already

u aint the one who was being thoughtful for me already

oh well. im not ur girl anymore. i cant do anything abt it.

OH FREAKING HELL. i dun wan love no more.



ok. this post is saddist.